Stellar gains from Dianetics Repair action

I had started a Dianetics Introductory session with another auditor earlier this year using the Book One method. We had contacted what are probably the two most traumatic events of my childhood during those sessions, but never quite reached an end result where I felt that I had some kind of an insight or a “win” nor really felt more a peace when looking back on either one. This left me feeling not quite sure whether it was done right or not and so I had doubts about the effectiveness of auditing at the time.
Hubble Space Telescope image - Carina Nebula

Hubble Space Telescope image – Carina Nebula

Since then I have switched auditors to Randy Smith and have done a number of other auditing processes with him (see my write ups on Marriage Counseling and Life Repair – I also recently completed the Communication Course which I didn’t write up) which have all been marvelous!

This time Randy and I used the NED (New Era Dianetics) method, which was a lot smoother than Book One, and these same two similar traumas came up. One thing that was quite helpful for me in this process was switching viewpoints and valences and this process actually helped me to gain some empathy and a lot more understanding for those whom I felt had hurt me and for those whom had been present but not intervened. I also noticed that during very our first session I had an insight fairly quickly, and this helped me to blow some of the charge off an issue which had brought me to psychotherapy, 12 Step Groups, Landmark Education & finally the Church of Scientology in the first place. While all of these tools were to some extent beneficial in my life, by far the most relief I have had has come from Independent Auditing and Training under Randy Smith which has no pressure in the form of registering for another course, making a donation, nor to hurry up and complete a share within a predefined (short) amount of time as per group and individual therapies.

At the end of our final session, I had a large insight around the earlier traumatic childhood event which shed some light on an unconscious decision I made when I was afraid and confused at that time. I saw how this decision had led to me feeling fear and anxiety about leaving my room for much of my remaining life, as well as my sense of unease about hearing voices and noises coming through the other side of a locked door, and how this fear over time contributed to my being fairly reclusive and “homebody” or “indoors” type of person. After the end of the session I wanted to get outside and enjoy nature and more of what life has to offer! Even on the weekend, when I usually would want to stay in, I instead wanted to go out and do something which was a marked shift. By no means would I say that this issue or others are completely “cured” or totally gone yet, since it is still very early in my overall auditing, but I definitely felt some relief around the first event and a lot about the other similar one that occurred later.
My girlfriend has even commented that she noticed ever since doing these sessions (and auditing in general) I seem a lot less anxious, less worried, less judgmental and critical, less irritable, and a lot more focused and at peace overall. We are also able to communicate better, and even our arguments are productive in that we get in touch with what really bothers us much faster and without being hurtful about it.
Thank you as always to my auditor Randy, independent Scientology auditing and to L. Ron Hubbard for pioneering and developing this technology which has caused a tremendous boost in my life. Thank you all and I really am grateful to have these resources as it has changed my outlook permanently for the better.
–  Ian

Life Repair Completion

Ian had tried very hard to get service in the Church, but it didn’t work out (for reasons we all know too well -:) – so he came to me in the Indie Field.

He just completed Life Repair, and here is his success story:


” Life Repair is powerful!  My auditor, Randy Smith was great & very thorough with my questions & we handled quite a bit.

” I know now what direction I want to go in my career (research & investigation), I feel fairly confident that my life will not get any worse, I feel more present & in touch with my body, am better at listening without anxiety or dread as  I used to have before.

” My attention with others & in particular my girlfriend is much better – and I have certainty that auditing works.

” I had been to therapists in the past & rarely left feeling good – usually I left sad, angry, frustrated or disappointed – whereas here each session felt awesome!  This is WAY different than Church of Scientology auditing in that I can talk about ANYTHING & EVERYTHING without fear of going to ethics or being pressured to buy more, or donate more, at every entrance or exit.

“The Tech is Here and I am grateful it exists.  I recommend everyone try it for themselves and see the results firsthand.

“Looking forward to the next steps!”

–  Ian

Another Person Introduced to Auditing

Experiencing this auditing session was very breathtaking!


I know today that things will not be the same for me because what I have felt and seen was very powerful, and that it did purify!

Randy did a very awesome job and I appreciate everything he has done! I see the beauty within auditing and how it can affect the world in a positive direction!

I feel much clearer about things and what my sort of goals are!

I want to thank you again and keep doing what you do best!

– Ricardo

After His First Auditing Session


The session today was unbelievable. It was the most powerful emotional experience I’ve ever had in my entire life.

I’m really looking forward to doing more work with you, eventually going clear, and becoming an auditor.  

Hubble Space Telescope image - Carina Nebula


Thank you so much for today. Today’s session has changed my life. It’s certain now that I’m going to follow the path I encountered today.

You’re offering an incredible service Randy. Hubbard would be so proud of you and all the people in the Freezone. 

Thank you.


-Ryan B. 

Success on Repair Program

This person had had a rough time in past auditing.  We cleaned that up, and I am very proud of her wins:

Session Set Up

“I have had a number of gains from this auditing:

 I feel more resilient when emotional situations come up.

 I recently noticed that when I communicate with others, I can do so with much less effort expended.

I have felt like this now for over three days.

I feel more daring.

I feel myself emotionally and spiritually stronger than before.

And though I know there are still things I need to handle,

I feel very good about this auditing I have been receiving, and I look forward very much to moving on up the Bridge.

Thank you, LRH, for this technology!”

– Signed, “New Start”

Spiritual Exercises

As I solo audit on L. Ron Hubbard’s Ned for OTs, I thought I would describe it a bit, without revealing anything confidential:

I am cleansing myself of things that had, unknowingly, been attached to me, for a very long time.

The result?  My plants – just outside my window,  are growing better.

 I am getting younger, from the inside out.  I am happier.  I have an increasing compassion for all life.

I am so grateful for this technology.

— Randy Smith

From The First and Last Freedom

I carried J. Krishnamurti’s The First and Last Freedom around in my backpack, as my only book, on a two-month hitchhiking odyssey around the western U.S. in 1968. Here is a quote I feel is relevant:

“The moment you are aware of confusion, of exactly what is, you try to escape from it. Those sects which offer you a system for the solution of suffering, economic, social or religious, are the worst; because then system becomes important and not man — whether it be a religious system, or a system of the left or of the right. System becomes important, the philosophy, the idea, becomes important, and not man; and for the sake of the idea, of the ideology, you are willing to sacrifice all mankind, which is exactly what is happening in the world. This is not merely my interpretation; if you observe, you will find that is exactly what is happening. The system has become important. Therefore, as the system has become important, men, you and I, lose significance; and the controllers of the system, whether religious or social, whether of the left or of the right, assume authority, assume power, and therefore sacrifice you, the individual. That is exactly what is happening… – pp. 23 paperback edition, The First and Last Freedom by J. Krishnamurti

Portrait - Drawing - Woman studying alphabet with laughing girl

This and other writings of his, bear re-reading – often. I find that when I read him, I come away from it feeling cleansed, challenged and enlightened – without any “goo” sticking to me from it. Ahhh – refreshed.